Walk Tall Your a Daughter

Walk Tall Your a Daughter

Right now I have a prayer deep within my heart,

A prayer for each of you there is a special part.

That you remember who you are and him who lives above.

Please seek for him and live his way; You'll feel his love.

Walk tall, you're a daughter, a child of God,

Be strong and remember who you are,

Try to understand, you're part of his great plan.

He's closer than you know, Reach up; he'll take your hand.

Long before the time you can remember,

Our Father held you in his arms so tender.

Those loving arms released you as he sent you down to earth.

He said, "My child, I love you. Don't forget your great worth."

Walk tall, you're a daughter, a child of God,

Be strong and remember who you are,

Try to understand, you're part of his great plan.

He's closer than you know, Reach up; he'll take your hand.

This life on earth we knew would not be easy.

At times we lose our way his path we may not see.

But remember always that you are not alone.

He'll take your hand, He loves you! He will guide you home.

Walk tall, you're a daughter, a child of God,

Be strong and remember who you are,

Try to understand, you're part of his great plan.

He's closer than you know, Reach up; he'll take your hand

I love this song. I had forgotten all about it sadly enough, and I remembered it the other night when I was singing the baby to sleep. I've been having some hard times, and now that I remember it, i'm hoping it'll help me get throuh this and remember that I have a purpose, and I am a beloved daughter of God and that he is always there to help take the pain away.

I hope this helps someone else as much as it has helped me.

Ode To The Horse That Bit Taryn

These are beautiful moment brought to you by Myself and Tary:

.... go downtown and when you both finally leave to say goodbye, you go outside and it's puoring rain. You get the cab, open the door, you give your last good byes a beautiful kiss, a longing look, farwells again, you get in the cab and start driving off as you turn back to look at him through the rain soaked window you see him smiling at your cab as it drives away in the pouring rain........

there has to be that heart-stopping moment when he'll realize he will miss her so much. Then this guy next to him is about to get on his motorcycle, he'll pay the guy and take the bike and race towards her weaving in and out of trafic. Finds the cab and taps on the window then yells at the closed window "don't leave me! Don't go!" She yells back, the rain almost drowning out her cry, "but I must!" he almost gets hit by a passing car, the scared girl tells the driver to stop, he finally stops, stopping traffic behind them. She gets out and runs to him then stops tears mixing with the rain, "why did you come after me?" Looking deep into her eyes he answers "I love you. Can't you see that? I can't live with out you. I need you with me." A small yet ever so happy smile appears on her face and she closes the gap between them, throwing her arms around the man she loves. And whispers in his ear "I love you too, more than words can say." she pulls away enough to look into his eyes, and he kisses her. The sweetest kiss. They pull away now aware of how the rain is beating down on them and the and the car horns telling them to move. They smile at each other and get into the cab and drive away, knowing that they are with the person that will love them forever with out end....

*sniff*

I wuv you taryn!!!

So here's my problem, I hate going to the bathroom! It takes time out of my day! I could get SO much more done if I didn't have to go to the bathroom! Like really! I hate it! IT'S SUPER DUMB!

So my question :

When we die and are in our perfect resurrected bodies, will I still have to go to the bathroom!?!

I want feed back! REALLY! Leave me comments!



Love Mush!



Jess :)

JoSh'S BiRtHdAy!!!

First let me say *eh-hem*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE! I love you and appreciate you SO much! And I hope I didn't embarrass you tooooo bad for you birthday;)

I think I did ok on letting my Josh have his party! We sent out silly little invites (really, the were army tank shaped! They were silly!) And my Joshua got to have himself a Halo party! They wore silly army hats and stared intently at the screen!

And of course we women had fun too! We watched them become so very intent about their gaming! We also had fun deciding that their character names were their Stripper names (haha). My beloved Joshua was 'MuStArD', Kyle was 'CuStArD', Rob was 'NaPpY', and sweet Aaron came in last as (teehee) 'LuCkY'. (Robbie [not to be confused with Rob] did get to come and play but was not there for the stripper name giving)

I also got to have fun with Josh's cake! See ^ !!! It was kinda fun! (incase it's bad enough that you can't tell, or if you are just that un-gamey, it's the extra life mushromm from Mario!). And (because I rock) Josh got to have his confetti cake with confetti icing, and I got my chocolate!

He also got to have a party with family....but the pictures didn't turn out that great...So they be lacking from this page, But Josh tells me he had great times!

Of couse the rest of us ladies had fun! Maeby had fun thinking she was cute and flirting with Taryn! Mae had fun taking Maeby's toys and making her mommy chase her! And the last picture is just a really fun one that turned out! It was all a very fun time!

Closing statement:

Thank you to all those who brought stuff to the party, and thank you to all those who came, period! Josh had a lovely time and was sooo happy you came!

LIVE AND LET LIVE!

Let me start with a statement :

I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY! NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT. AND NOTHING SAID HERE IS NECESSARILY POINTED AT ONE SPECIFIC PERSON PER SAY. IT MIGHT CAUSE OFFENCE BUT NONE IS MEANT.

So I've found that a lot of people have serious issues with just letting things be!

I have a reacuring moment when I'm reminded in little ways that I'm still baby fatty and I "need to buy new clothes". To this I say one, no right havest thou! I'm reminded everyday when I look in my mirror or when I try to fit into my old clothes, and I'm trying to convince myself that it's ok, but I don't need help from other people. And did it ever acure to these people that I'm still kinda working on it? I dunno, it's like it's hard losing baby fat and trying to keep baby happy at the same time! woosh, big concept there! Tee hee.

Another one that people seem to be kinda silly about is my girls nights out or when I go dancing period. Firstly : I love going to play with my friends! It's so fun to forget for a little while that I'm a "grown up" and a mommy, and just have fun! Dancing makes me feel good! But I have, hmm... people that are silly about it. "They" think it's silly that, one : I go dancing with out my husband, two : it's silly and imature, and a new one that I don't go or I leave early from partys or other things to go play (when I've made these plans AT LEAST a month in advance so I can make sure I can go). My things with all of this is that for the girls night out, Josh is happy that I go dancing, he likes that I go have fun! And I like that it's silly and immature! It makes me feel good to have my fun. But my biggest thing is that all these people don't know what I'm going through, and if this is something that makes me happy then so be it!

My last one is just people telling me how I need to do things. I'm a big girl now! I pay house payments and everything! And I think I'm doing ok. I don't think I need "you" telling me "well Jess, you should be doing this" or "not doing this". I've got it, and if not, I'll either ask for help or I'll figure it out on my own. I've got this :).

My ending statement is that I'm having hard times, and all of the people that give me a hard time don't know any of it. Some of them don't even talk to me outside certain ocassions and therefore don't know me or whats going on and have no right telling me it's silly or I look fat or I shouldn't be doing it. Now don't get me wrong, have your oppinion, if you want to think that all the power in the world to you! Go tell your friends or you husband, family, what ever, but don't tell me I'm doing it wrong.

Live and let live:) I got this:)

SEVEN POUNDS

"Seven names. Seven strangers. One secret."

So we finally got to see Seven Pounds, and it was a wonderful movie! truely wonderful!

The only problem is I'm not sure I can even try a real reveiw with out ruining the whole thing...so I might just findsomething online...

Will Smith (Ben Tomas) a man at a crossroads. He embarks on a journey to help change the circumstances of seven strangers who deserve a second chance in life. But when he opens his heart to a beautiful woman who needs his help, he risks everything he's planned for one last chance at love.

I would definately suggest buying this one or at least rent it! Will Smith does a fabulous job! Yet again!

Actors : Will Smith

Rosario Dawson

Rating : PG-13

My Rating : A+

IN THE DARK OF THE NIGHT

Last night was one of the more fun motherly nights so I thought I would write of my nightly adventure! (ye mothers to be, beware, this could make ye a little frighted):

(must first know baby was suppose to eat at midnight, but usually would've gone till 2 am)

10:00 - Actually went to bed on time. So Josh and I stayed up to watch the news, and then shower.

11:30 - Maeby drops binky so mommy goes and fixes it.

11:31 - Again has to fix binky.

(at this point Zanadoo desides it would be fun to sharpen her claws on Maeby's BRAND NEW toy, and thus gets her butt kicked and sprayed)

11:32 - Yet again, binky.

11:33 - At this point the screaming is angry so I go to sit in her room and give her her binky if

she manages to drop it.

11:36 - Mae is screaming and VERY upset, so I figure she might actually be hungry, So we feed

her.

11:46 - Swaddles Mae and puts her soundly back into bed.

2: 15 - We drop the binky and starts crying so we have to fix that.

2:35 - Again the binky.

2:45 - Maeby starts crying again, so we put the binky back in thinking that MUST be the issue.

2:54 - Crying.

3:00 - The crying is bad again, so I try feeding her again, (when she would've fed at 3:30 but coulda gone till 5:30) and low, she's hungry.

3:10 - Swaddled and back in bed.

4:00 - Drops the binky, and cries.

4:30 - Drops the binky...again. This time only little fussing.

5:17 - Drops the binky...

5:50 - You guessed it, Binky. and crying.

6:05 - Crying and binky.

6:17 - I make Josh get up for work so I can bring an unhappy Maeby-baby to bed with me.

6:50 - fusses a bit and manages to get an arm out of her swaddling:) so I have her snuggled up to me to keep her asleep.

7:15 - Start fussing, so we try feeding again, and low. (shoulda eaten at 30 or later)

7:25 - Swaddled and back asleep.

(FINALLY is aloud to get some sleep - Ufortunately that twice during my sleeping time Zanadoo decides this would be a GREAT time to try to open the closet:) our VERY SQUEEKY closet, and it's not just open and done, oh no. It's open...wait...little more...wait...litlle more....wait-then Jessica throws a pillow at her! So she comes back in half an hour and does it again.)

9:55 - Wakes up to a smiling happy Maeby-baby trying to grab my nose:)

And that is the story of my life:)

Lucky for the Maeby she's really cute:)